A FEW WORDS

Feb. 1st, 2017 12:38 pm
69_crab: I DIDN'T DRAW THIS OH NO (KARKAT)
MY WRITING HAS NEVER BEEN POPULAR. HOW COULD IT? I AM AN UNKNOWN ENTITY AMONGST A SEA OF HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF LOUDER, OFTEN MORE TALENTED VOICES.

I THINK EVERYONE WANTS TO BE HEARD. SCRAMBLING SO HARD TO REACH THE TOP OF THE SEA SO THEIR WORDS BREAK THROUGH THE WATER'S SURFACE.
YET I DON'T STRUGGLE, LET MYSELF GET KICKED TO THE BOTTOM, TURN TOWARDS THE DARKER AND DARKER DEPTHS INSTEAD.

YES, I'M FRUSTRATED BY THIS. AFTER ALL, WHAT DOES IT MEAN THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY GOOD SENSE OF WRITING? OF RECOGNITION? DOES THIS MEAN THAT ALL MY WORK HAS BEEN FOR NOTHING AND NOTHING WILL EVER COME OF MY PASSION? DOES THIS MEAN THAT MY WRITING IS, IN FACT, AS TERRIBLE AS I FEAR?
(that can't be, that can't be, i frantically tell myself. others have read my writing, they said it wasn't terrible, they like my ideas)
THE VOICE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PART. HENCE MY CONSTANT SCREAMING ON THIS SIDE BLOG HERE. MY VOICE IS LOUD, BUT NOT LOUD ENOUGH. I HAVE THE DRIVE, BUT NOT THE PUSH TO BREAK THROUGH THE SURFACE.

DARKER, YET DARKER STILL...
IT'S A GOOD THINK I PREFER THE DARKNESS.

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